Finding Compassion For Parasites
This article was inspired by a parasite cleanse I did recently and it brings me great joy when the body is intimately involved in any processing as the body is our “self” in physical form and when there is a physical cleanse as well as an emotional and karmic release the synergy can be joyful as the clearing will be very thorough and complete as it will be occurring on many different levels.
Investigating the Mirror of Parasites in My Life
As I began the cleanse, my body was directing me to look at parasitic thought-form and where I was possibly still being a parasite and where I was a host to parasites. This began a rather lengthy investigation into co-dependent behavior as parasites you could say embody co-dependence as they literally cannot live without their host whom they feed off and they are usually ingested through the act of consumption where we have eaten flesh or something else and the parasite eggs in the food end up in our digestive tract and then hatch producing organisms that then begin to feed off of our own self.
The first thought-form I had to address was consumption and that when I consume another I cannot be other than consumed. So I had to look at more karma and patterning around consumption and where I had consumed nature or other kingdoms and in return I was then consumed by the parasites. This led me to really begin to forgive how much I had consumed in this life without ever blessing the food source and just thought food was food and not connecting it to the kingdom from which it came. I also had to forgive how disconnected from nature I had been most of this lifetime and forgive how in order for me to subsist I ate the slaughtered flesh of another kingdom. I am now vegetarian and have been for sometime and I intend to bless my food but for many years I did not and so this was a deeper level of clearing my slaughter and consumption thought-form and karma.
I also then had to take responsibility for many times in this lifetime I went into lack or poverty thought-form as I had been eating slaughtered flesh for many years without ever forgiving it or blessing in return. I can now see that I was an “unconscious eater” and was creating karma and participating in the stripping of the body level and life dream of Nature and Earth and believing this was o.k. and just the way things were supposed to be. I especially had to clear with Cow(Buffalo), Pig, Chicken(Eagle), Deer, Lamb, Horse (jello products), Tuna and many fish kingdoms as well as all the vegetable kingdoms, fruits etc. that I ate but never blessed and gave anything in return.
Is this not what parasites do? Don’t they feed off of a human body without giving anything back in return except their waste which can build up in the intestines causing illness or even disease. This was not a pretty mirror but one I had to face and address. For much of my life I had been a parasite to Earth and Nature but also to other humans as well that I had “depended” upon to give to me what I felt I could not manifest on my own and sometimes giving little in return. And of course their were others who would parasite off me as well in their neediness and dependence.
Addressing Neediness and Lack
As I looked further into all of this I realized that there are many types of human parasites that act in different ways. Some may be chi or energy parasites, or love parasites, or dream parasites or any of a thousand different types where one feeds off of another due to feeling they cannot manifest what they want from within.
In the parasitic thought-form is an inherent lack underlying it as well as the co-dependence. The lack says, “I am empty and I need to be fed...love, chi, dream, etc. and I need you to fill me as I cannot do it myself“. In the neediness there is attachment and cords that go from the needy to the one they count on to provide for them. This relationship may seem to serve but in ascension the goal is to release the co-dependent patterns and embody self love and full spectrum love where one feels loved from within. Addressing the parasitic behavior was good to look at as it highlighted many co-dependent patterns that I needed to clear.
Part of what helped to forgive all sides of the parasitic dance was to admit how lacking Earth and humans in this dimension have been for so long and that so much of what fulfills us..love..goes up the dimensions or off planet to shore up other creations. So no wonder that most humans feed off each other in some way as there is so little wholeness and completeness here that it has been only by “pulling together” and shoring each other up that humans have survived at all. There are many karmic causes for all of this which Mila has explained in her articles including two nuclear annhilations that caused massive falls in consciousness and after the fall of Atlantis humans went down to 2 strands of DNA and the connection to Soul was lost. Without a connection to Soul humans felt very lost and inflated body level consciousness (The False Gods ) to lead them. The False Gods only know how to separate and divide and so humanity went into great separation and division. In this it would be natural to then need another to “shure one up” as the non-physical humans turned to for leadership only knew separation and division.
At two strands of DNA one cannot know anything other than lack in some area of one’s life as the DNA is so incomplete. Even those who are rich and famous have lack in other areas due to not having enough DNA. And in the lack one will most likely go to a “host” who has what one is lacking and latch onto them and feed off of them. In getting to this piece I had to begin to look at what being a “host” to a parasite involved.
Host Thought-Form and Patterning
I guess you could say that there would be no parasites if there weren’t any hosts. The host is the one that allows (consciously or unconsciously) the parasite to feed off of them. Part of the success of the parasite depends upon them being able to hide from the host (like in the intestines) so the host is unaware of the consumption. Often the way a host finds out they have a parasite is when the parasite has been feeding on them for so long that the host becomes ill and then has to address the problem.
In terms of having parasites in the body I was unaware of such a thing until a few years ago and even then I thought it wasn’t a big deal as I didn’t have any of the symptoms or so I thought... but when I began to look at my eating habits I was clearly wrong. For a very long time I have had a constant appetitie and I just thought that was because I liked to eat but in reality it was that I was eating for two (or however many) parasites I had in my gut. I was feeding others and was unaware of it and had to eat alot in order to make everyone happy.
The hunger pangs would come often and I began to look at how I was eating to comfort myself but also to comfort the hungry parasites in my belly. This was clear evidence of how a big part of my life was being directed by something I could not see but was within me and was wanting to be fed and fed often.
I am very blessed to have a very health conscious wife who had all the ingredients necessary to perform the cleanse and showed me it was important to take the herbs in the correct order and eat yogurt afterwards to build up the useful bacteria so that I did not get rid of the “good” with the “bad”. I was finally ready to release the parasites from the physical which was a good thing but I still had more work to do in regards to being a host in terms of thought-form, karma and patterning.
What I Have Gotten Out of Being a Host
While performing the cleanse I had to address why I was a host in the first place and what I got out of it. In ascension everything happens for a reason and the reason is usually thought-forms and karma. There is much karma related to how humans have been parasited by the non-physical and by each other and in forgiving this I could clear another layer. There were also thought-forms around love and being loved that needed to be addressed.
I saw that there was confusion around begin consumed and being loved and that there were times when I did not really know the difference. There were times that I wanted to be wanted and in that I allowed myself to be consumed to prove that another “wanted” me. Is that really love? Do I have to be consumed in order to be loved? Well for myself and my ancestors there were times that I/We thought the answer was yes. In realizing this I could address where I was allowing myself to be consumed in order to be “loved”. This is a long process but it has been put into motion. As I began to cease to allow the parasites to consume me from within I could also address were I allowed others to consume me.
There was also patterning around being the “savior” or being “helpful” that needed addressing. If I allow another to feed off of me then I am somehow helping them or contributing. Maybe that is true in some aspects but this led me to see where I was imbalanced in my giving and receiving. A parasite consumes and gives nothing in return. Where was I giving without receiving? Where was I also taking from other hosts without giving anything back?
Also there are boundary issues involved in being a host. I was a host but was unaware I was a host. To me this meant I was unaware of certain parts of my body and field that others had access to without my knowing, so clearly I was not in control of the boundaries and I had to look at why I would allow another in to consume me or turn a blind eye or somehow accept it. Underlying the boundary issues were feelings of unworthiness and that I did not have the right to deny another what they wanted from me even if it would damage me. The parasites needs were above my own and I had to address my issues around self worth and honor. By de-parasiting I was honoring myself by removing that which did not honor me and only consumed me and my body responded well to their removal. In essence I was begining to take my power back from that which was consuming me by removing them. It seems clear that a parasite really cannot evolve or change and so removing them was the only way that I could evolve and change.
What allowed me to be able to forgive was to see the bigger picture and how intertwined humans have become over time and that living and trying to survive on Earth has been a difficult process to say the least especially when there are many other creations who have counted on Earth going extinct to shure up their own creations. In seeing the bigger picture I could give myself a break and begin to forgive my parasitic behavior as well as those who have fed off of me due to the nature of the very difficult dance here on Earth.
Finding Compassion for Parasites
Lastly, I wondered if I could find compassion for parasites and their behavior and I found that I could and in so doing I was also able to find compassion for myself and my ancestry for the parasitic behavior and patterning. I could see in this investigation that parasites are always hungry, always feel empty in some way and are really never fulfilled from within. They embody neediness and lack and probably never even enjoy what they consume as it seems to flow right through them and they are always looking for the next thing to consume so they are never satisfied. They never understand the joy of giving or sharing something as parasites never give they only take. They have to hide thier truth from the one’s they take from and as such are living an invisible life or are lying to their hosts. They tend to destroy what they consume and so they must destroy another in order to exist and as such don’t understand how to honor another in equality and interdependence and soverignty. They cannot exist without another and latch onto those they need and never let go. Letting go is seen as a fearful act and may even equal death so parasites are trapped by the fear of letting go or being let go of and so never understand freedom and change as letting go would mean loss and so parasites equate change with loss, fear and death.
Have I had these thoughts in my life? Have my ancestors had these thoughts? Why of course we did as I had the physical proof in my intestines. The parasites would not have been within me if I did not have the thought-form to call them to me. As with all things in ascension it really does come down to one’s self, one’s thought-from and taking responsibility for one’s cause in the matter.
Compassion takes understanding and now that I understand a bit more about parasites and how and why they were present in my body I can be compassionate for myself and the parasitic dance and how it is all based on co-dependence and non-love. The parasites are a physical symbol for how hungry humans are for love as love has been so missing here on Earth. I understand hunger and I understand that when I have been in pain or have felt needy or at a loss I have gone to others to find what I have needed and maybe I did so in lawlessness or in the unconscious and never realized how I was sucking off of another or others to get what I needed or wanted. In forgiving how I and my ancesotrs participated in parasitic behavior I can then forgive those who are parasites in my life in the physical or non-physical and have compassion for them as I now understand them far better than I did before. In understanding and forgiving them I can continue to clear the patterning that allows them in my field or form in the first place. It is always an internal cleanse that gets to the core of what is ailing us and getting rid of parasites is no exception.
Namaste, ED
Ed Kopp offers one to one healing consultations with many focuses that include healing the inner beloved.
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