How I Learned The First Steps

Of Standing In My Truth

 

by Margareta Milana

 in collaboration with the Skunk kingdom

The Skunk kingdom is related to Porcupine, bearer of fulfilment

in the new Astrology

 

When I was born and growing up, I was learning how to NOT STAND IN MY TRUTH.  From my parents point of view, I was born with a mission, to save their marriage. Since this was the case I was continuously stripped and shattered throughout my childhood, and therefore just a shadow of who I was born to be. I remember feeling lost and not really understanding the world, and what I was supposed to do here. Up until I was four years old I managed to hold my own, after that I became more and more silent and withdrawn. The only time I felt at peace was when I was wandering by myself into nature.

 

In my teenage years I rebelled, and at that time retrieved a big part of my original power and truth that I was born with. I was now better able to discern, what was needed to do, in different circumstances.

 

This was also a time in my life where it was apparent that I had failed my “mission” to save my parents marriage, when I was 16 years old my parents was involved in a violent divorce battle. I became a target of their unconscious battle and the outcome was me escaping Sweden to go to Germany where I found my first husband, married at 18 and emigrated to the US. As I have found out later, it probably saved my life.

 

I have had much karma to clear in this life and as we know, if we are not ascending and forgiving, we need to live it, and that is what I did. I am today very grateful for the experiences this life has bestowed on me, it has given me a vast understanding of the dance of polarities, and how important it is to come to the middle road of balance.

 

The Skunk kingdom has been with me long before I was consciously ascending. One of the first things I was continuously reminded of by Skunk, was that the outside world was only a mirror of the inside world, and I knew, that somehow I was responsible for whatever I was perceiving in the outside world. Thank you Skunk!!! This insight has been pivotal to my ascension, a knowingness of responsibility is also a very good thing, since if you are responsible for something, that means that you own it and therefore must have the power to change it, so responsibility = change = freedom.

 

When I went within, and reflected on what I was seeing in the outside world, I started to perceive myself in a different manner, since everything I saw was somehow myself, and I started to understand myself and the dance much better, and where I was ending and somebody else was beginning.  Understanding helped me to let go. Little did I know at that time, that I was learning forgiveness.

 

What I was aware of though, was that by taking responsibility and going within, understanding and letting go I was evolving, everything was getting clearer, I was retrieving more of my truth and my power, and I was moving on.

 

Further on in my ascension, when I was becoming more conscious Skunk taught me that I could also retrieve my own ability, to fend off, the forces trying to trip me up, by intending so. I did, and low and behold it came back to me, my ability to fend them of, and it was related to the fire element. This ability has helped me so many times in pushing out unwanted disturbances in my field, and I am very grateful for remembering how to do so.

 

Skunk invites every one of you, to also intend to retrieve your special ability from your ancestry, to fend of unwanted intruders in your field. You are welcome to call on Skunk to help you find it, put your ancestors to work and look for these possibilities in your lineages.

 

Blessings for fulfilment in your life dance

 

Margareta Milana

The Skunk Kingdom

 

 

Margareta Milana is available for one to one True-U ascension counselling and healing in English or Swedish.

You can reach her at trueu@telia.com.

 

 

 

Copyright 2009 Margareta Melana