Deer and Fawn by Gigi Rondeau

Dream Weaving

with My Inner Family

By Ingrid Kronholm

 

Out on a walk in the forest I worked on transcending the next layer of the issues of competition and of controlling others/being controlled by others. I looked at some mirrors I had gotten the last few days and how they showed me patterning that I needed to transcend within. After working upon this for quite a while I called upon the Deer Kingdom. I asked Deer to teach me about unity based relations and guide me in anchoring the next level of unity within my inner family.

The first thing I heard was to bless each of my inner family members. Then to gather all of them for an outdoor party. After a while it turned out that it was going to be a dream weaving meeting, where each in the family would get the chance to share what they wanted to weave into the dream. It was very interesting to listen to what different age ranges of females and males longed for and desired to bring into my dream. I will share some of what came up just to show what a fun and useful exercise it turned out to be, and with several unexpected revelations to me.

First I asked my youngest girls what they wanted to share. They said they long for more room to play, to be allowed to be spontaneous and playful and to have less limitations and restrictions put upon them from the rest of the family. I intended to weave this into my dream and to start transcending these limitations to free my inner little girls.

When asking who would like to personify my youngest girls, expecting a specific Nature Kingdom to step forward, I heard that the Tao within myself wanted to be expressed through these girls. I realized how I have started to bring in the Tao into my adults, but not into my children, thinking that it is serious business working with the Tao, meant for serious adults. So here I found some programming to release, to allow the Tao within to be anchored in all age ranges of my inner family, so that all parts of myself can eventually reconnect and go home.

My youngest boys share that they want the adults to arrange more picnics in nature and other outdoor activities, like camping. They want to roll around in the grass, smelling and tasting everything there is. They long for this very physical connection to the physical plane, which other parts of me often wish to escape due to the heaviness and pain that they associate with the physical plane. So here I have a lot to learn from these little boys, in how to bring more joy and presence into my physical life.

The next group of girls say they want to be seen and want to be allowed to speak up without being interrupted. They want me to transcend the limitations of the society I live in and the educational system I have gone through. They request that they would be of equal value to the boys and that they would be acknowledged for their truth and opinion. So here I need to retrieve a lot of power and truth lost over time.

The next group of boys want to be allowed to go on their own adventures in nature, without any adults accompanying them. They want to establish their own connection to Nature in their own way and without interference, telling me I rely upon my female for my communion and connection to Earth and Nature, thinking it is a female attribute.

I could not help but smile in seeing the similarities with my own son, who turned four last January. He has so many projects all the time! He often brings his toolbox going out on a mission to build or repair something. Not always to my delight though, especially not when nails get hammered into our living room floor... Out in our garden he can be busy for hours digging in the sand or creating this or that. I see it is important that he gets this freedom and space to create his own world and that this is something I need to give to my inner boys as well.

My teenage girls most of all want to lift off all the expectations from others, including other inner family members. In that age I thought the dream I wanted for myself was the dream of being a musician, but it was really to a large extent my father's dream and his wishes for me, since he could not manifest that dream in his own life. But in manifesting this dream, which made me practice music instruments every day since the age of 6, I sort of bought myself freedom in another way, moving out of my family home already when I was 16 years old, to go and live in an apartment of my own to study music.

What my inner teenage girls really want I still do not know and I guess there is more to lift off until it can be clearly seen. In writing this I hear they do know what they want, it is just that I expect them to come up with one occupation or the other. They want to move abroad where it is always warm, they want to be able to pick berries and fruits all year around, they want to spend a lot of time on the beach in the sun, they want to never experience snow and winter again and they want to do whatever they desire to do in the moment without any plans or directions. They want to be free! OK, I intend to weave this into my dream and to release everything that says to me that this is not possible for a long time yet. But I know that the only way to ever make it possible is to intend it and to transcend what gets in the way of manifesting it.

When it came to the teenage boys I had a hard time perceiving them and bringing them forward. When I eventually was able to bring them in, they said that they do not have any desires, that they do not have any requests for the dream. They seem to be very subordinated and so there is quite a lot of work to be done. They tell me they sacrificed their will and their needs to create peace. When I question them about it I hear that they perceive it as their mission to create peace in the world and bring change forward.

So here I have found a previously not perceived part of myself that holds on to savior patterning. And of course the way to create true peace and change in the world is not to sacrifice of oneself and of ones truth and will; it will only lead to bitterness and victim patterning in the long run.

After working with these teenage boys, clearing out False Creators that were tethered to them, I feel a new strength and passion being added to my heart and ascension path. A sense of "I will push through no matter what", instead of laying down wanting to give up when things get too rough.

My inner females want to dream weave for community. They want to bring in more ascending friends and families into my dream. They want to start collaborating more with others in a tribal sense, such as growing vegetables or making jam together, not just with my husband and son. My inner females want a balance between my time alone meditating and giving readings, my time with my family and my time spent with ascending friends. This request is very well timed, because we are just about to move to another house very close to two other SSOA affiliates, something I am very much looking forward to. My inner females also say they want to weave in more joy into the physical plane tasks and start creating more with my hands, like jewelry. They also love working in the garden!

My inner males seem to be quite content as it is. They hold the boundaries for my inner family and maybe they want each to take more responsibility in this, but they are not quite sure about it, it is like they simply do not wish to give this control up yet. Something for me to look deeper at... What they want to add to the dream is to align all family members to the best possible gentle ascending dream for all. They also want to weave in honor and communication and a balancing of resources between all members of the family.

My inner mother wants to add appreciation of truth, whatever it will show, and the lifting of veils and illusions. She says that it is not until I lift the veils and see down to the truth that I can forgive myself and love and appreciate myself on a deeper level. And that what I veil to myself is almost always much more insignificant and easier to forgive and transcend, than I thought when I veiled it to myself.

My inner father wants to weave a dream for me to transcend all the remaining parts of my negative ego. He says I cannot afford to go into it any longer and disconnect from Earth Mother, Nature and the Tao within. And that it is time to put this behind myself. He says this will allow the love to become a much stronger force and be felt by all parts of myself.

When I ask my inner beloveds what they want, I hear they want to align every inner family member's heartbeat with the heartbeat of the Tao within. In a reading with Sherry last year it was recommended to our family that we align our physical, etheric and holographic heart beat and then to align each of the three of us together and then also to Earth Mother's heart beat. So now I intend this to be so for each of my inner family members as well, which I hear will align my dream to another degree to the Tao within and allow the love and blessings though my heart to expand and become stronger.

 

From the Deer Kingdom

If you sometimes have problems in connecting to a certain member of your inner family, call upon us and we will work with you to bring this part of yourself forward. We know a lot about unity between species and between members of the herd. We can assist you in updating your beehive energy flow and show you what needs to be transcended to anchor and master it. There are many levels of unity, or you could say many levels of unity flow between parties and within, to master in ascension.

We find it very interesting to work with humans. As we sit outside of your species we can perceive the dynamics between you very clearly and then look for mirrors in our own kingdom. There are a lot of gifts in working like this and we intend more collaboration between species, including the human species. We love you and support you in your choice to transcend what is non-unity based, moving into a beautiful unity based flow of love and honor between all.

Blessings
The Deer Kingdom

 

Ingrid Kronholm offers one to one consultations in English and Swedish with the Earth Mother and Deer Kingdom.  Ingrid can be reached at movinginward@gmail.com.

 

 

 

 

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