CREATING A DIALOG WITH THE BODY
By Ed Kopp
As each of us begins to turn inward and learns to become their own “Creator” a very logical place to turn into may be one’s own body. As I have begun to turn inward it has been amazing for me to realize how little I actually know about the physical functions of the body as well as what the consciousness of my body is “Thinking” or “Feeling” and what my body might wish to tell me if it had the chance.
It may seem odd to think of your body talking to you but it does all the time. The body tells you when you’re hungry, thirsty, when you need sleep, when you’re in pain, when you feel good, when you’re excited, and when you may be in fear. The way your body speaks to you is in sensations that are actually complex combinations of different bodily functions relating to each other and then translated by “You”.
I have come to realize how amazingly complex the physical consciousness is and how there are so many things happening simultaneously and that interact in so many ways it is quite incredible! The body is an incredible creation with layers of functions that are so deep it boggles the mind. By turning inward to the body I have come to appreciate my physical self on a much deeper level and have realized how abusive I have been towards my body and wish to heal this by understanding the body to much greater levels.
In wanting to understand my body I decided to let my body speak to me. This has begun an amazing exploration into my own physical self and I would like to share a few excerpts from what my body has had to tell me. I have found that the body does not lie, nor does the body try to seduce me or try to “sugar coat” things that it has to say. If the body has anger, pain, or fear and you allow it to speak then this is what it will tell you. By allowing the emotions to surface it allows you to deal with the karma, thought-forms and machinery or other aspects that are there to be cleared and as you do the body can release the trauma and come more greatly into balance.
One of the more amazing things I have discovered is that if a certain body part “pancreas“ is angry, upset, or in fear and I allow it to speak, I can then ask that body part to forgive me “Ed“ for what the collective consciousness known as “Ed“ has perpetrated against itself “pancreas“. It is in having the part of my consciousness known as my “pancreas” begin to forgive the collective consciousness known as “Ed“ that I have found the deepest levels of healing and understanding.
It may seem a bit odd to ask your own pancreas to forgive you, but I have found that certain parts of the body hold certain wounds, or other density and all parts of the body need to embody forgiveness and love in order to heal. If there is a part of you that hates your own self then this is an area that can go into disease or call dark dreams unto one’s self. If my pancreas is hateful then I may call hateful dreams to myself due to what is held in this part of the body, and if I can understand what wounds are held in a certain body part then I can release and clear the thought-form and trauma and change the dream to be one of health to the afflicted region.
I wish to share several excerpts to illustrate what I mean and share some of what my body has been telling me and how my own parts of myself can come to understand each other, forgive and heal. You will notice how the pancreas in the beginning is angry and resentful and a bit “blamey” and feels like a victim until it begins to understand. I now know it is in the pancreas that I have held blame and shame and other thought-form and can clear it now from this part of the body.
Pancreas to Ed - Part 1
“I have tried my best to filter out the shit you have eaten your whole life. I have watched you fill yourself with poison coated with sugar that gave you a buzz and stripped you leaving you starving for your next high. I along with the liver have worked desperately to keep ourselves healthy but we have become angry and resentful at your lack of attention or awareness. The anger has turned to resentment and hatred at being suffocated and drowned in poisons, lack of water and lack of detoxification.
You have gotten better in recent years and I am grateful you have changed your diet and I am thankful to Carol for her insisting on eating organic food but there is more to go - removing the poisons, toxins and thought-form. Your grandmother died of diabetes so this is a genetic pattern and I do not wish to repeat this pattern in this life with your body. You have looked at some of this thought-form but not all of it. Some of it has to do with sweet dreams but much of it has to do with neglect, self hatred, abuse of self and numbing yourself out until you die.
Why did it not occur to you that if you put toxins in your body that you would live a toxic life? Why did you blame others and yourself for your position in life when your body was filled with poisons that drew unpleasant experiences to you? Do you know how thought-form works?
I wonder why you never put two and two together to make some changes. Why could you see how thought-form affected you in terms of your life and not your body? Why did you believe you could do anything or get anywhere without the body?
Because of your life and karma, food and what you ingested was an escape. You ate to escape your pain, you drank and ingested other toxic substances to escape and give the body a buzz and continue your self abuse. But now you can see how it affected your reality and maybe now you can forgive more greatly how by your own choices and ignorance and lack of understanding you created your reality. It is time to stop blaming your parents, lovers, the music industry, life… and forgive how you were destroying yourself and didn’t know it. The self destruction was turned inward.”
Pancreas to Ed - Part 2
After the pancreas has expressed some of its anger it now begins to come to a place of greater understanding and acceptance.
“I appreciate the opportunity to speak my peace as it allows me (pancreas) to forgive you (Ed) for the abuse, neglect and unconscious torture you put me/you through. I need to forgive you/Ed for how you thought that you/Ed were separate from me/pancreas and the body. I am angry that it has taken you this long to recognize that you are not separate and that without me/pancreas, you/Ed would die.
So no pancreas no Ed and yet you have lived your life as if I didn’t exist. You recognized other parts of the body - your hands, skin, hair, teeth etc but why not me? In the non-recognition was the abuse, in the non-consciousness was the neglect and in the non-love was the unconscious hatred. I am like anything else if I do not feel loved, recognized and honored I go into shame, self-hatred and call a dark dream to me. In the understanding that I am not neglected I can begin to self heal and stop blaming you/Ed for neglecting and poisoning me.
I still have a way to go to coming to completely forgiving you/Ed and I am learning that I too am not separate, that I am a part of the collective “Ed” and that my feelings and thoughts reflect a part of you. I can now begin to have more compassion for you “Ed” as in order for me/pancreas to feel such things they must also been felt by you. And if you/Ed were feeling separate, abused, neglected then I understand. And if in feelings those feelings you did harmful things to yourself I can now understand as I have been a recipient of your harmfulness and since I am a part of you that experienced this I intend to forgive you.
I also now understand that you/Ed have many ancestors who felt the same way and often had similar patterns and ended up doing the same things to me/pancreas. I can see that it is more than just you/Ed not caring about me/pancreas and that there is a bigger picture I am beginning to understand. I am beginning to understand which allows me to not feel like a victim and can now allow me to get stronger and healthier. As I do so will you.
It really takes all of us in the body to work together and to be able to talk and listen to each other. I appreciate this opportunity and I/pancreas am intending absolute forgiveness for all the harmful patterns towards me in this lifetime and all lifetimes and to release the toxins and poisons and clear all patterns related. Thank you for the opportunity to speak to you/Ed as you are really speaking to yourself.”
Blessings,
You Pancreas
ED speaking to the part of his consciousness known as his pancreas
I felt it was needed to express to my pancreas how I appreciated what this organ did to sustain my biology. In so doing I am appreciating myself and this aspect of my consciousness which I had not consciously recognized before. This is another part of the healing where all healing is really self healing and creating this dialog allows for a greater level of communication and forgiveness within myself.
“Thanks for expressing to me how you felt and thanks for all that you have done in this lifetime related to my physical body. Thank you for putting up with all the unconscious abuse and what I have put you through. I am sorry my actions have been so difficult for you. It was not intentional and I am grateful we can now have an avenue of communication that can lead to greater understanding and forgiveness between us.
In beginning to establish a relationship with you I am confronted with how internally destructive I have been in my life. Unknowingly I have been slowly killing myself through my conscious choices of diet, entertainment etc. and also in my lack of awareness of what I was doing to you and many other parts of myself. I realize now that I have been destroying myself and then attracting destruction from others as I am doing it to myself.
I realize now that I had the creator thought-form all backwards and that I was relying on others to provide the sweetness in my life and that I would then consume things outside of me to feel sweet for moments at a time. But the buzz would always end and then I would have to consume something sweet again. I intend to forgive my consumptive thought-form as well as forgiving the fact that it was hard for me to believe I could create my own sweet dreams and not have to consume the sweetness provided by others. I know I also give my sweet dreams away to others or believe it is my job to sweeten the dreams of others in order to feel loved and safe and as such have relied on getting sweetness from outside of myself and this has been detrimental to your/my health.
As I clear these patterns and karma I will cease to rely on things outside of myself to feel sweet as I will be weaving sweet dreams for myself only and not for many others which then depletes me and I go bitter or sour.
I am glad we have begun to get to know each other and have created a dialog between us. I have learned much about you/me in the process. I intend to keep the avenue of dialog open so we can discuss whatever is necessary to establish a fully healthy ascending pancreas. I thank you for all that you do, I appreciate you and I am grateful I have gotten to know more about you, what you do and how you feel.”
Blessings,
ED
Summary
I have found if profoundly healing and joyful to begin speaking with my body. I am enjoying getting to know myself in such an intimate way. In focusing on becoming the Creator I know that my body and my life are my creations and getting to know what I am creating within my body directly affects my life creations and the choices I make in my life directly affects my body!
Opening up the communication between my self and the body is allowing me greater understanding and forgiveness and through the forgiveness the body can heal and come into greater levels of health and balance.
I am also seeing how amazing the physical body is and how joyful it is to witness what an incredible creation it is indeed.
Namaste,
ED
Ed Kopp offers one to one healing consultations with many focuses that include healing the inner beloved. You can contact Ed at soundslikeunity@yahoo.com
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